‘Kin’

On this day I’ll never forget in my life
You left me here all alone
So many questions unanswered
But I’ve tried to move on and make the best of this


On this wake I felt no regrets
About how we used to be
About how you taught me so
You always knew what to say to drive those monsters away


And the weight of my tears
Has these images so unclear
And the memories I have of you
Are buried in my heart
How I need you by my side
Just to tell me you’re proud of me
I’ve missed you so


It’s all new these changes in my life
And how I used to feel it’s so unfair
In hard time I can hardly see your face
Do my dreams fade away? Does this pain ever falter?


(repeat chorus)


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‘Fear’

Sometimes I fell that I am wasting away
Just standing in line praying and preaching, listening and hoping
I’ve been before, no where and somewhere too
That feeling, alone, confuses, controls me, I can’t fall asleep


This way, I can’t close my eyes for something to happen to me
I can’t open up for fear that I would die


Alive in here is the truth that I won’t believe
Race or creed I don’t give a fuck,
Don’t care if your name isn’t mine or hers
Just back up your lies back up your proof
Right now, to us make me see leave no rock unturned


That way…

It’s somewhere in my mind
Where this anger fills my soul
I turn my head from view and contemplate my thoughts
I’ve seen it break you down
But I’ll hold on, hold on to my dreams


Are you afraid to live?
Are you afraid to die?


I don’t understand this pain you’ve filled me with
There’s so much fear in this life
There’s so much fear


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‘Believe’

My life still fill with all these questions
Alone I must walk that, betrayed
Is there no other way to consider
Please fill me with the strength that I will need


And I’ve tried to be
Everything you believe
But they won’t listen to anything I’ve said


My god please tell me why I can’t live this way
My hands are bound by the blood that flows through you


These words I’ve said beyond my means
Are blackened by those thoughts, unpure
My love is given to all that is
No matter the consequence that was bestowed


And I’ve tried to be
Everything I’ve said
But the time has come when the earth will cry for me


My god please tell me why I can’t live this way
My hands are bound by the blood that flows through you
Don’t let the sands weather away your heart and soul
My brothers my sisters we’re only all but one


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‘Unnamed’

I felt lost when I found your words
You opened my eyes when I could not see
You gave me strength without asking for more
And the love you give me I can’t repay
But I’ll try with all I can give


Take my hand
Stay with me
And we will be alright
Rest your head
Feel my heart
And dream your worries away while I kiss you goodnight


How I wish I could take away your pain
Show you so much more that’s to this world
I hope that you can see who I am
Cause the smile that you have lights my world
It’s all I’ll ever want


Take my hand
Stay with me
And we will be alright
Rest your head
Feel my heart
And dream your worries away while I kiss you goodnight


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‘Don’t Be Afraid’

I’ve called to say goodbye my dear
I’ve called for you to tuck them in for me
I’ll be there when they close their eyes at night
I’ll see them in their dreams from time to time


And I hope they’ll remember the way I held them so
And I hope they know how much I’ll miss the sound of their laughter


Don’t be afraid
I’m not scared


Ain’t it funny how life passes by
And ain’t it great every moment we did spend
The little things that no one ever knew
I’ll take with me until I see you again


And I hope you’ll remember the way I looked at you
And I hope you’ll move onto to better things than me
I’d want nothing more that to see you smile again
I want to tell you everything will be just fine don’t you worry


Don’t be afraid
I’m not scared


We’ll dance again until we cannot dance no more
We’ll laugh again like we did once before (until the sun rises up)
We’ll be the same always like we promised
We’ll sleep again together


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‘Alone’

I never liked who I was
I don’t recognize this face
The people that I’ve known
Are forgotten with this name


And every time I think
I can’t get past yesterday
When tomorrow leads to nowhere
How can I get back on my feet again?
When I’ve lost more than I can give


I breathe in life
And I’ll smile
And I’ll be


I feel I owe them forever
For every chance I took from them
And every time I said I was sorry
It was just another lie


And all the while I think
I can’t get past yesterday
When tomorrow leads to nowhere
How can I get back on my feet again?
When I’ve lost more than I can give


I breathe in life
And I’ll smile
And I’ll be


When the world seems out to get me
When the tears fall down like rain
When I’ve curled up into a corner
When I’ve lost all hope for salvation


I breathe in life
And I’ll smile
And I’ll be


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‘Laydown’

See the silver mirror reflect you in white and golden brown
I watch as the pieces fall right into place
Crisscross your image till the puzzle is complete
As I sit here and wonder if the look in your eyes is real

To form the beauty that is you
And you still are a name to me

And I daydream the minutes away just thinking of you
I try not to move cause it makes you disappear from…

View, I feel that I’m the only one that understands
Who you are, but I can’t help the way you look at them
As well, can’t you see them undress you with their lies

I enter this view so the colors do not change
Look you up and down just to see you shine on and on
How I wish I could be the one to dry you off in the sun

As I sit here and wonder if the look in your eyes is for me
It’s your beauty that I see right through
And you still are just a face to me

And I daydream the hours away just thinking of you
I try not to move cause it makes you disappear from…

(repeat chorus)


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‘Last Song’

With so many heartaches in a lifetime
How do we justify the actions of one?
To say what’s right, to question what’s wrong
It’s so unfair to judge
What would you have done?

If you were in her shoes
Young and naive to think it through
So let it be you to toss that first stone

Can you tell me stories daddy of charming castles?
Oh how I need your guidance and mother’s love
I’m lost and scared with no one to turn too
There’s got to be another way
Away from this nightmare

I can’t hold on to this
Can’t live my life with this burden of joy
But what would they say, ‘Child oh no.’
‘How can this be?’
‘Why have you brought this on our name?’
Forsaken me
Look in my eyes
Do they cry for help?
I stand alone before the last song plays
You live your life from here on now
But not me
A part of me has died tonight

Look in her eyes
Do they mourn this loss?
It’s so unreal to imagine her crime
How can you hold your future and look away?
And do you hear how you baby cried tonight?


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‘Die In Your Arms’

What if I didn’t have a name?
What if I didn’t feel this way?
Would I be the one that marries you?
What if I didn’t say this right?
What if I didn’t stay tonight?
Would you still be in love with me?

In this world we’ll come across,
Mountains that we can’t climb
In this fight for you,
I would shed my sign and my past

Just to die in your arms this way
We’ll be forever in that lifetime
We shall find it
Oh sweet Juliet

What if I didn’t act that way?
What if I didn’t see you now?
Would you still be torn from?
What if I didn’t go away?
What if I could’ve read your words?
Would we still shine in this heaven above?

In this world we’ll come across,
Oceans we can’t swim
In this fight for you,
I would shed my blood and my tears

Just to die in your arms this way
We’ll be forever in that lifetime
We shall find it
We shall find it

Well don’t cry for me
I won’t be gone long from you
Well don’t shed a tear
We will be free
We are free

In this world we’ll come across
Mountains we can’t climb
In this fight for you
I would shed my blood and cry my eyes out

Just to die just to live in your arms this way
We’ll be forever in that lifetime in this moment
I shall find you
Oh sweet Juliet


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